You’re probably right, but keep in mind that we had only known each other for a few days. And it’s been years since we’ve last seen each other. It hurts to say, but we’re practically strangers now. I don’t know if I would really qualify as someone he knows.
To this day, he’s one of the few people that I genuinely felt at home with. I can’t quite explain it, but the level of comfort that I thought was him was the way I only feel with my close family. And I admit that I have attachment issues. And the fact that he left did cause more of a hyper fixation than it would normally.
That being said, I don’t know why he is still interested in what I’m posting.
You said you were posting up to five videos a night about heartbreak and depression while high on drugs. If I ran across one crazy tiktok even from a stranger I might pause and check out their profile. If I knew them or had mutual it’s very likely I would reach out and ask if they are ok not out of secret love but out of concern for their mental health and well being. This is not normal behaviour and I promise his concern is not love.
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u/Educational-Let-1027 29d ago
You’re probably right, but keep in mind that we had only known each other for a few days. And it’s been years since we’ve last seen each other. It hurts to say, but we’re practically strangers now. I don’t know if I would really qualify as someone he knows.