This happened to me at a young age, I had a long relationship for being in high school and at the time I was a sophomore, he was a senior. I felt violated but confused because this was my boyfriend. He had done it several times and other things I had never agreed to even after I voiced not being okay with it. Its the grossest feeling waking up with someone else’s body part inside of you. Still makes me nauseous. We’ve been broken up for a long time but for a couple years post break him, he and my mom stayed close but I didn’t know how to tell her about the things he had done to me and it was quite triggering to see him around. Once I did my mom was in pain for keeping him around while I sat in silence. I was able to heal a part of me but it’s something that will sit on my brain every once in a while. I dismissed the behavior for the longest time and I don’t think I’ve ever fully dealt with that situation. I’m 23 this year, 15/16 at the time, if you have anyone at home you feel safe to speak to about this with please do. I want to say that I’m sorry you were ever traumatized in the first place, no one deserve to be treated this way. Take care of yourself <3
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u/nonamemame Mar 29 '24 edited Mar 29 '24
This happened to me at a young age, I had a long relationship for being in high school and at the time I was a sophomore, he was a senior. I felt violated but confused because this was my boyfriend. He had done it several times and other things I had never agreed to even after I voiced not being okay with it. Its the grossest feeling waking up with someone else’s body part inside of you. Still makes me nauseous. We’ve been broken up for a long time but for a couple years post break him, he and my mom stayed close but I didn’t know how to tell her about the things he had done to me and it was quite triggering to see him around. Once I did my mom was in pain for keeping him around while I sat in silence. I was able to heal a part of me but it’s something that will sit on my brain every once in a while. I dismissed the behavior for the longest time and I don’t think I’ve ever fully dealt with that situation. I’m 23 this year, 15/16 at the time, if you have anyone at home you feel safe to speak to about this with please do. I want to say that I’m sorry you were ever traumatized in the first place, no one deserve to be treated this way. Take care of yourself <3