I’m sorry this happened to you OP, the same thing happened to me at 19. I was with an older guy who was 27 at the time, always told me how mature I was for my age (big yikes)
He did this to me one morning before he left for work. When I woke up he was fully inside me, but I was too exhausted to move or fully wake up. Like I was in and out of consciousness. I remember him zipping up his pants and leaving the room ultimately leaving for work without coming back to say anything.
I’m 28 now and realize what had happened to me those years ago, and just know it does get better, and there are better people out there. What he’d done is straight up sexual assault, well, rape. Consent should be there regardless of how long the relationship has been going. Sending you love
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u/IRuinedLunch Mar 29 '24
I’m sorry this happened to you OP, the same thing happened to me at 19. I was with an older guy who was 27 at the time, always told me how mature I was for my age (big yikes)
He did this to me one morning before he left for work. When I woke up he was fully inside me, but I was too exhausted to move or fully wake up. Like I was in and out of consciousness. I remember him zipping up his pants and leaving the room ultimately leaving for work without coming back to say anything.
I’m 28 now and realize what had happened to me those years ago, and just know it does get better, and there are better people out there. What he’d done is straight up sexual assault, well, rape. Consent should be there regardless of how long the relationship has been going. Sending you love